Anyway...felt like posting something random, so yeah!
Lots of love,
Katherine
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exhaustedIt has been a month since I last posted.
And do I have anything new to say? No, not really.
I made some amazing pants. I wrote words all over 'em and actually sewed some stuff. Yes, I sewed. Amazing, huh? Me, who hates sewing, sewing. And it's been by hand too. And pretty good sewing.
As it is, I'm actually enjoying it...now I have to find more things to sew...for example my shirt that I made in Fashion Marketing. I didn't get to finish sewing it before I turned it in, but that's ok cuz now I'll sew it all pretty and stuff. yeah...
um...I'm gonna go eat dinner. Yes, It's amazing, we're eating dinner at 6ish.
Probably cuz it feels so early cuz of the light...heh.
lots of love,
Katherine
PS One month from yesterday I will be 17!
hungry
parched beyond belief
crappyI auditioned for Oklahoma! last friday, and because of all the snow, we couldn't finish the auditions. Thought we might have them today, but no...they were postponed until monday...so I won't get to finish my audition until next monday, and then callbacks are on tuesday and...
Well, I'm very nervous to say the least. I feel good about my audition last friday, but still...it would be nice to know what my part is. If I have one. Yeesh.
So...the last tues, wed, thurs were pretty boring. Um...I didn't do anything. I worked on my story a bit. A lot. One scene, actually. I worked on one scene a lot, even though I had planned on working on more, but...I'm pretty proud of the end result. It's a good chapter. A lot of sweat and tears and nail biting went into it.
I've been working on the choreography of my solo dance for my final for my dance class at school. It's hard core. I'm pushing myself...maybe too hard, but I really want it to be amazing...although that makes me scared because how will I then be able to choreograph my next final dance to even compare to this one? AUGH!
So...I'm stressing. And I really shouldn't be. It's not like, I'm auditioning for Broadway with this dance...but I have an expectation to meet. All the girls in my dance class are expecting this amazing routine...and I don't know if this cuts it. I mean, they probably think it will...oh, God, am I sounding snobby? I sound like a diva...oh my goodness. I mean, it's fine when I'm talking about other divas, but...I feel bad now. Great, now my routine is gonna suck, I know it, no matter how many times I will practice it.
And I'm overly worried...and I'm freezing.
And for some odd reason my back is freaking out and I did absolutely NOTHING to twerk it, which frankly makes me mad.
And now, I'm gonna go.
I realized I just started the last three sentences with "and".
lots of love,
Katherine
sore, tired, worried, stressedTomorrow, if we don't have a snow day or anything...I'm audtioning for Oklahoma! at Skyview. OMGoodness. I'm excited right now. I am...so nervous too. I'm auditioning for Ado Annie, but I also wouldn't mind being one of the Twins, cuz they do a lot of dancing, which is fun. Tapping, and ballet and square dancing...so, it'd be right up my alley, plus they're part of the chorus, which is all I really want to be in minimum. I don't care if I don't get a lead.
But Patty has basically already said that I'm gonna be in the chorus. I told her I was auditioning and she was like, "Hmm...wonder if you're gonna get in it?" And plus she was like, "Yeah, I'm gonna have to consult people (looks at me) for the dream ballet sequence because I sure as heck dunno enough ballet."
Anywho...
I hafta go get my outfit ready for tomorrow...and work on my monologue. I keep forgetting just ONE part...I memorized it all basically today.
I pray that we have school tomorrow...and a two hour late start.
Cuz I have to hope for at least that, otherwise people might think I'm weird...
lots of love,
Katherine
PS Three months from today I will be 17!
Excited and Nervousi had the dog dream last night. the last time i had it was shortly after it had actually happened...
exhausted
beatso...i got a new camera. i have a new purse. i have new boots. i have four bags: my two rolling suitcases and the toiletry bag and my back pack. all my clothes are basically packed in the littler of the two rolling suitcases, thus leaving room for souveniers in the bigger one. i have my three favorite books, (my friends of ink and paper) in my back pack (Wicked, The Devil Wears Prada, and Phantom by Susan Kay), my CDs and CD player, my camera and the digital video, and Corky.
i still can't believe it. about five hours from now, i'll be on the airplane.
omg...i'm gonna be in NY. it's hit me...but it hasn't...do you understand?
it won't really hit me until i see the city...and maybe even then it won't. i won't know until i get there...
i'm tired, like my eyes are heavy, but at the same time they're wide awake, so i'm really awake, but tired. it's so random. and odd. and everything is just surreal right now. i would say somebody pinch me, but i would get too many offers, and then i would get bruised because i know it's real.
i wonder when dinner will be ready...we're having meaty gravy over mashed potatoes...one of my favorite foods. for the next five days i'll be eating at resteraunts...and for breakfast i will have that oatmeal on the go, granola bars and beef jerky. yippee. it will basically be the choir trip all over again. except this time i won't be in Washington...
wow. the last time i was "far away" from my family was when I went to Kennewick and Seattle for the choir trip.
i have butterflies in my stomach. i've been excited all day. oh, and there's this guy in my history class who likes me. *smiles* he's nice. he listens to me and understands me. he may not agree with all i say, but he doesn't criticize my thinking. and i listen to him and understand, and though i don't agree with all he says either, he makes good points too. he's not *searches for word*...clingy either. and, considering i've told him that i'm an independent woman and that "I love you," is sacred to me in the situation of bf/gf...hmm.
i guess he has potential...but that's all i'm gonna say about him right now...because i have more important things on my mind.
so...i have to get off now. daddy has to check in my ticket online and...
i'm going to NY.
Good bye y'all, i love you so much, and i will update ASAP!
lots of love,
Katherine
ecstatic about trip to NYC!
drained